I am a creature of habit. It has served me well through the years, being disciplined and reliable. It can also make changing habits challenging. I am working steadily toward going to Bikram 4x a week. This was my routine in Spring and has slipped some. Not sure why-winter? having broken up my routine? being busy? being stressed? (yes, I know, all reasons to go more!) Generally, it’s Tues and Thurs and then Sat and Sun, although schedules can vary. Both yesterday and this morning I tried to motivate myself to go to class as I had some time. Both times I really struggled and didn’t go. I’m not sure I really understand myself since I do want to get better, stronger, more flexible, lose weight. I mean, I even started this blog! Yet at the same time, I struggle with going to class. All the other blogs I read have yogis doing doubles, engaging in long challenges and here I am whining about going to class 3-4 times a week. What are they doing that I am not? Is it mindset? Conviction? Habit?